Her Fantasies

Lately, I've been having silly thoughts and dreams about the king himself. Not sexual fantasies, but they might as well have been. These thoughts have been keeping me up all night that I didn't even want to fall asleep. They were nightmares.

Given that Klaus really is a monster, then they were nightmares. But if he's actually that lonely danger boy I glimpsed out of him every once in a while, then they were pleasant fantasies. I mean with what I saw from the brief nudity in our encounter, he's got a couple of features to fantasize about.

But regardless, nobody knows how terrifying this is for me. Bonnie's been lying to me about her personal vendetta against Klaus and he's been keeping very quiet about it, not wanting me to have even the slightest clue.

He couldn't even admit to me his real feelings from the time that he was making that lonesome painting. Yes, it has occurred to me that it might've been personal, but I thought we were past that. Isn't he trying to woo me after all? Isn't the point of wooing is to make a person know you in the best possible view? So why is he hesitating? Unless...

Unless, he isn't wooing me. He's using me like I thought he would be from the first day I saw him. He and Kol were natural charmers. Maybe he's just putting on this show to get into my pants like I first thought he was. Getting to know a little about him has totally clouded my judgment.

But it felt all too real. His words to me about him being sad if I were ever to turn my back on him. The emotion and his tone, they were all too real. One second he's telling me that he's dangerous and that I would run for the hills once I find out the truth, but the next, he's telling me things like 'I fancy you'. It's really quite conflicting. And infuriating considering that I can't quite seem to figure his true intentions.