Wednesday, January 29, 2014

My Audition as 'Me'

Geez. I feel the excitement rushing through me. I love it, but I'm still so nervous. My competition was so good. Her voice is so beautiful and I just know that I wouldn't get the part.

I really want the part. As in, I've always thought to myself that theater is my passion but it's also something I couldn't make myself do.

I'm so scared to be laughed at. I'm afraid that I might embarrass myself in any way. I don't like people looking at me, but I want people to notice me. I want them to know that I could do this or do that.

It makes me feel important, like I'm worth something. I hope one day, I could show people that. I just realized that life really is about the choices you make. The chance is given to you, but it's still your choice whether you would want to take it.

I learned that and I would keep that in mind. This time around, I would stop standing on the sidelines. I would take chances, and I will live my life. I know what I should do, and I will do it right. This is my life, and starting today, I'm living it.

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