How It's Been.

It's a few weeks now. Almost a month, I think? Hey there! I just got a new phone and I recently just downloaded the Blogaway app. I hope this works just as well as the Blogger app from Itunes. I'm using android now, and the PlayStore don't exactly have the same apps as Itunes does.

Anyhow..

I'm back! Better and more stressed. I just can't relieve myself from all this stress. It's been good though. School just started again, and so far, it's been alright. I'm currently taking up my last practicum at the psychology department of the university. We were personally handpicked by our professors, so that's flattering. The job isn't as satisfying, but I don't really have that much of a choice, considering everything. I was actually really hoping to have my practicum at the couseling center, however, that's not what God has planned out for me. And I'm okay with that... I guess?

Off to the next topic at hand, my life. Speaking of my life, do you remember the guy I told you about? The guy that told me he dreamt about me the first time he saw me? Well... he disappeared now. Again. And finally. I'm using 'finally' in a sense that I'm saying he's gone for good. Not that he's gone and I'm happy about it. I really was hoping a relationship out of what we had. It was heartbreaking and disappointing because he really made me feel special. He told me how he wanted to marry me and he told me all these things that I girl just wants to hear from a man. And I liked him. But he just disappeared. I don't really know why. He disappeared and I tried asking for an explanation, but he's not responding anymore. So I guess, that's that. It's disappointing, but it's alright.

In the light of everything, I realized how I'm not ready to be in a relationship. I mean, I am ready emotionally, mentally and physically, but I'm not ready in reality. Because reality is, I'm a very busy person. If I were to commit, I wouldn't be able to give that person the time and attention that he deserves. It's that OR I would end up neglecting my responsibilities. And that's not something that I want to happen. I will probably write a more detailed post about this one day, but as of now, this is what I have going on in my life. I'll post soon. I actually have a lot going on, so I'm sure I'd have a lot to say. 'Til next time!