Signs, or Psychic Powers?

The strangest of things just occurred not less than a minute ago. A confession.

Along the conversation, my ex-best friend and I have confessed to each other that there is an unspoken love in our hearts that we have reserved for each other. It was weird, because it was true. And I have accepted that. I found it hard to believe that he admits of having said feelings.

But that's not the supernatural part about it. What's supernatural about it is my dreams. You can browse through in my old blog posts. I'm not sure, but I'm pretty sure that I have mentioned that I have had dreams about him and that they were out of the blue. As if, out of nowhere, I would dream about him. That something bad happened to him. And that would trigger a response from me.

I would text him and ask if there was something wrong. If he was okay or what. He always tells me, yes. There was no problem. But it was revealed in our conversation from a while ago that it wasn't true. There is, in fact, something wrong with him. A problem, or something, which is weird. Because I solely rely on my dreams to tell me whether there is something wrong with him. I didn't expect it to be true!

It's just that, through our high school days and years, I would suddenly feel like texting him and I'd eventually find out that he is troubled. I would help him solve it out and it would end up fine. That's why I have this triggered response to ask how he is doing after those bad dreams. And turns out, they were real.

So what's the reason behind this? We are not related. There is nothing at all that relates my life to his, especially now that we are living in different lives. We barely even talk to each other. We also don't know anything about the other's life. I can't believe that this is real.

It's so weird and straight out of a sci-fi novel or TV series.

Am I psychic? Or are these just signs from God? Is this destiny? It's so weird that I can't even convince myself that it's just nothing. I believe more in God than in the sciences, but still, I'm a psychology major. I love psychology. And this is such a boost in knowledge. It's a discovery and it's so weird.

But the thing that I am most creeped out about are my other dreams. As you can read in my blog, I have had dreams about my late grandma and my late uncle. I'm not sure if i mentioned the uncle, but I'm sure of the grandma. And I have also had weird death dreams. So what does these mean? Is it also God's sign for something else? Or is it my psychic powers talking to the dead? I know I sound like a crazy person right now, but all of this is true!

Now, I don't know what to do!