Psychiatric torture is the worst kind of torture. Well, at least that is how I personally feel. What kind of punishment is involved in said torture? Funny you ask because it's mainly just the basics.
Unlike mental torture, psychiatric torture is not all about what's in the mind. It's more of how the mind thinks. Mental torture would mean forcing the person to think about terrible things or forcing someone to recall a terrible incident from the past. Psychiatric torture would consist of maltreatment that involves tampering of how the person thinks.
They can just sit down with that person during dinner and that can already be accounted as psychiatric torture. Because what if the person has issues with eating in front of other people? Or what if that person is cluster-phobic? Then crowding him in that dinner table would make him think differently and make him go nuts. That is only one example and there is a lot more of that to go around. Don't even get me started on the worst ones.
So now that you are fully aware of the definition of psychiatric torture, let's talk about how dinner has psychiatrically tortured me tonight.
It was a normal Saturday night. We go out for dinner. No big deal! But after staying at home for almost a month and never having to go eat outside, I was experiencing a terrible case of homesickness from the moment I got out. And what's worse was that I had to sit through dinner with my Dad by my side. He even kept on talking to me. Don't get me wrong, I love my Dad. But I haven't seen him for so long because he always comes home late from work. So I need some time getting used to being around him again. (Yes. I'm weird, but I don't like people crowding my personal space. Personal space doesn't always have to be physical. Personal space also involves who and what I think about.)
So that was torture. I just had to let out how I felt about that encounter. I mean, I can love you for my whole life and suddenly hate you the next second once you interrupt my personal space. That's the logic of my life. Don't judge. I'll deal with my own problems and weirdness, you should go deal with your own.
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