He asked me to video chat with him. I did, only to find out that he was drunk. And he kept on saying these dirty and horny stuff. It's frustrating, but he's my ex-best friend. It hurts me to see him like that.
I kept up with his drunkeness, until he got really really tired of being drunk. He suddenly fell flat on his bed and looked at me. There was that longingness in his eyes. I reciprocated the longingness because I was so damn missing him. We stared into each other's eyes for what felt like forever.
I miss all the jokes and the crap of our friendship. I miss the laughs and the fights. I miss watching his games. I miss cheering for the person whom I really want to have a successful life. I miss him so damn much!
But I couldn't have that anymore. He made it pretty clear. We haven't seen or talked to each other for so long, and the only thing I get is a drunk dial? I don't know what to think about that.
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